241012.

Still got one week then start holidays. Haiz... Why time past so fast? 2 more months to go then 2013 and going to morning session. Curious how is my F3's life? I'm also sitting for PMR. Every month also got exam. T.T I think next year will be more stressful. Finish exam then start holiday. How we are going to know the results? Even teacher mark wrong we also don't know. :(  What class I am going? I don't want go behind class. I just want to in class D or C. Just don't drop. ;)

 

Today is 24/10. Still got one month then is my birthday. ^^ So? Nothing is going to change also. :3

111012.

OhNo!! Didn't update blog for 2 months more. Because of busy? Lazy? Nothing to update? Hmm..  I think is because of lazy so didn't update blog. xD

Final exam is near the corner. How was my prepare? I don't think it is as good as I had plan. Today I want to read History but after I on my computer, I become a stalker. Stalk friends' profile. OMG! Why I did this stupid things? It is wasting my time! Arhh!!! I tell myself must concentrate but.. Haiz..

Yesterday my friends came my house and had a study group. 10am-5.30pm. Had a long time for us to study but we spent more time to play than study. WTF! -.- Now Form 3 students are having their exam--PMR.
Next year my turn. They make me feel nervous right now. -.- Can I get Straight A? Will I success it? I hope I will. I don't want mum compare me with my cousin. I know they have a colorful result in their studies. I know I am not that clever. I know I'm not the best, but i have try all my best.

Last week, have a boy confess to me but i had rejected him. The reason of rejected is I don't have any special feel to him and I just want to be friend. Even got feel I also won't accept because I don't want the same thing happen again. I will very hurt. So, the conclusion is, Single is the BEST. After finish my secondary school only think about love. ;DD Now, I don't have any special feel to anyone else.

Still have one month is my birthday! Will I recieve any present before school holiday start? I hope will. Hehe.

The last thing I want to say is, Form 3 students, GOOD LUCK in your exam. And also good luck to myself and my friends who taking final exam. :)

060712.

人总是很奇怪。
做错了，并不敢承认。明明说不想或不要，可是心里却很想要。说要忘记，可是却还是永远的记得。说不要在想了，却还在想。说不想看见某人，却很想看见。
人有时真的很矛盾。

010712.

Hello, July. Welcome! :D It's a new day.
July, can you be good to me?
Can you make me forget all those sad moments that happened in June?
If can I will be grateful. :)

300612.

"I act like I don't care but deep inside it hurts." It's so true. It's hurt when you say break. It's hurt when you ignore me. It's hard to face you. It's hard to talk to you. "You must let go, you must let go, you must let go", always remind me when I'm thinking you.

If happy ever after did exist, I would still be holding you like this. All those fairy tales are full of shit. One more fucking love song, I'll be sick. :|
YQ,remember to smile always. ;DD

260612.

GAME OVER. The game was over. No more chance can play again. If can, I want too. Got people ask me, are you get ready for a new game? I said no. I don't want a new game. I still want to play the old game.
Ya. I want to play the old game again. I'm not get ready for a new game. Another people said don't play any game. I was thinking about the game. Isit the old game is too interested, challenging and full of fun? So still want to play again and not ready for a new game? I think so. During playing the game,it's giving me a lot of  happy and sad memories. Even the game let me how sad how mad but I still loving the game. Can I play the game again?

160612.

我发现了, 爱一个人很容易，而要放下一个人却很难。很多时候，不是说要放就放。这是不可能的事情。就算你说要放，你的心一定会有万万的舍不得。
我学会了一样东西。那就是，当你要做任何决定时，必须想清楚，问清楚，要清楚整件事的来龙去脉。做错了决定后果会不堪设想。因为机会只有那么的一次。机会错失了，就永远都不会再有。所以要记得，做任何决定时真的必须想清楚。好好的珍惜机会也珍惜身边你爱的人吧！

090612.

It's hard to decide something. :(

不具名的悲伤

Lyric:

我沒有比　其他人強悍
這沒有什麼好隱瞞
淚水和你一樣燙　也會有心慌
只是不代表我要對人講

工作很忙　沒有誰不忙
我在工作之間流浪
剩下的未標示的時光　就像一個空罐
找不到任何事情　可以填滿

有一種情緒是不具名的悲傷
跟我愛不到的那人彷彿無關
只有回憶發出的悶響
越聽越覺遺憾
我可不可以什麼都不想

這是你留給我不具名的悲傷
我甚至說不出痛在哪個地方
愛不費一顆子彈　靈魂卻洞穿
我投降　能不能把記憶關上

工作很忙　沒有誰不忙
我在工作之間流浪
剩下的未標示的時光　就像一個空罐
找不到任何事情　可以填滿

有一種情緒是不具名的悲傷
跟我愛不到的那人彷彿無關
只有回憶發出的悶響
越聽越覺遺憾
我可不可以什麼都不想

這是你留給我不具名的悲傷
我甚至說不出痛在哪個地方
愛不費一顆子彈　靈魂卻洞穿
我投降　能不能把記憶關上

越強烈的愛後勁越強
痛一直延長　在往後的每個夜晚
我以為時間是最好的偏方
治好的全都只是皮外傷

我的不具名的悲傷
跟我愛不到的那人彷彿無關
只有回憶發出的悶響
越聽越覺遺憾
我可不可以什麼都不想

這是你留給我不具名的悲傷
我甚至說不出痛在哪個地方
愛不費一顆子彈　靈魂卻洞穿
我投降　能不能把記憶關上

080612.

School, I miss you so much. :( it is so boring at home. Holiday, fast fast go away. :P

 I wan school. At school, I can walk around the school with friend but at home can't.  

ILY. ;P

Now, I'm going to talk about my holiday trip---PENANG! xD We went there for 3 days. After we reached, we went to cousin's house. Actually, I not very know them.  It wa so boring and very hot at there. I just sat there and listened what they talked about. Then, we went to hotel to take a rest. After dinner, we went to..(err..i forget the name ald) xD. There was very nice. I also took some photos.

My ahyi n me. :)

Second day, we went to temple, go around 浮罗山ate durian and beach. When we were at the beach, my cousin sister's shoe 被海浪冲走。Really Laugh die me. xD

睡佛

My favourite fruit!!! xD

My ahyi n her daugther.

Sunset. <3

The last day, we went to chicken farm! xD It is so smelly. -.- 

Still got many photos didn't upload at here. So go my FB see ba. ^^ Hope I can go Penang again. xD

070612.

4 days to go,school reopen. Then the holiday is gone. I'm so happy of school reopen because can meet my best friend again. We sure got a lot of topic to talk. Won't finish. However, the result will come out at the same time. haizz.... I'm so scare. Don't know want eat how many apple and egg? I hope my result is colorful. -.-

010612.

Hello, June! Welcome! ;D It's June now May was over.

June, please be good to me. ;)

Tomorrow I'm going to Penang!!!! Yeah! So excited. :DD Just now was packing my mum keep say me "why so many clothes didn't see you wear before?". I answered, "don't know o". xD  WOW,FANTASTICBABY.
Really got a lot of clother haven wear before. == Just hang at there and 摆美. xD
Have a nice trip for me! ;D

Holiday, can you be more interested? I'm so boring with you. -.- I want hang out with friends!!!!!!!!!

310512.

Last day of May :)
Our relationship got problem? This is the forth days we didn't talk. Isit something wrong there? Or I did something wrong but I don't know? Why? Why don't reply message or sms or call me? Or you got reply but I didn't recieve? Isit my phone got problem or your phone got problem? It is very XINGKU to wait for your messageor call.
. :')


Have fun for my trip. ^^

300512.

Oops! Still got 3 days I'm going to penang! YEAH!!! My friend also going to penang on this Saturday. We go on Saturday, come back on Monday. So Ngam. -.- He is going by aeroplane but I'm going by car. xD We  also go on 7 something. LOL. Why so ngam geh? O.o This Saturday Osric is going to organize a BBQ party. But I'm not going. :( Sien.. Can't play with friends already.. But Nevermind, I still got a Trip. haha.. Osric, so sorry I'm not going to your party..haha...next time ba... Hope you got a happy party with your friends and your GF. xD

May is going off. June is coming. So fast already half year. Still got 6 months I'm Form3. I can't accept that next year I'm Form3. LOL. Hope it is a enjoyable life. ^^

270512. :'(

“期望越大，失望越大”。
这句话永远都没错。你越希望要的东西最后还是不会落在你手上。有时候会有很多问号？为什么？？？？我越希望的东西为什么总是得来的都会失望？
;'(

250512.

Holidays are coming!! Yeah! Finally, I can do everything what I want to do. Haha.
I'm going to Penang with family for three days. I haven been there before. This is the first time I go. Hope it is a awesome trip. ;D
Today I'm so lazy to go school because our school is celebrating Teacher's Day. Go there also do nothing although he got. He will be a MC. But I'm not interested. Hahaha.  Seriously, missing him now. x((
Anyway, Happy Holidays!!

Payphone-Maroon 5. ;D

Lyrics:

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunting,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my show,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever Afters" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone...

220512.

YEAHH!!! Still got two days exam is going to finish. Then holidays two weeks. ^^
Holidays I can watch tv the hole day. ^^ A lot of dramas haven watch. :3
Exam, fast fast go away.
Exam, fast fast finish.
^^
Hope my result is colorful. :3

Have a new song here. :D

180512.

I hate today! I hate exam! I hate Sejarah the most!
Why? I already studing hard but why still don't know how to answer?
Don't know what is talking about?
I just know all the Form1's questions but Form2 not.
First time I cried after exam.
I'm so scare I will fail the subject.
I'm so stress now.
;'(((

120512

Tolerance also has a certain limit.
Please do not push for too much. Do not mess with me.
Over the limit again, please do not blame me.
Because I have tolerance for a long time.
People injured is no need to gloat.
Please use your brain to think about when you talk just said.
Sooner or later one day there will be retribution!
:)))))))

060512.

＂我讨厌历史！我讨厌地理！为什么要有历史？为什么要有地理？！！！！是谁研究和发明的？！！我恨死你！”每当我在温习这两科时，我都会一定这样想。我真的很不喜欢历史和地理。
我试着对它们有兴趣可是就是没办法。历史要记以前的人做了什么，什么国家和什么国家打仗，为什么要打，哪个苏丹做了什么选择，之间又签了什么合约等等。地理就得记什么土适合种什么植物，哪里的山最高，什么山最矮等等。真的很难记阿！！
人家和我都在读同样的东西。为什么我就什么都读不会。为什么人家觉得很容易，我却觉得很难。为什么！为什么！为什么！是我笨吗？是我蠢吗？我想应该是吧。
我已经想尽办法把所有读的东西都记在脑里可是却很难。我已经可以把时间都忘了为什么还是不行？地理和历史真的带给我很大很大很大的压力力！！！　
我真的很辛苦。我累了。
我也哭了。

ILY. ♥

I can never never never never true like u
and i'll never never never leave u
I can never never never never be so lost 
cuz' i want u be mine baby.
♥

I will love you 4ever.

Long weekend.

It is a long weekend!! Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday! Wohoo!! It give me a big big suprise. haha.. I know what I'm going to do in this long weekend. That is study, STUdy and STUDY. ^^ Have a lot of subjects going to read. My worst subject----History and Geografi. Haiz.. A lot of things need to hafal.. Next Wednesday maybe I'm going to school on 6 something or 10 something. Our Science teacher is going to do revision with us. Yuki is going too. Teacher Tai said, if my Science get A, he will belanja me Chatime! YEAHH!!! ^^ I Love Chatime. I hope I can learn everything on that day. Teacher, I promise you I will concentrate and do all my best.

We are CRAZY. ;DDD

I'm very happy can same class with Yuki again. Everyday, we make each other laugh. We are very rude and 38 in the class. XD Sometime, she can read my mind. She know what I'm thinking and what I wan to do or say. Yuki, ILY. You are my best friend. ^^

Another, this few days both of us also very busy.  Need to do many projects and homework. Till now I also haven finish my History and Science project. TT Plus, exam is near the corner. We seldom to find each other. When I'm free, I will go find you. Hope you also.^^ But I still very happy cause everyday we walk together when school end. ^^ 

ILOVEYOU.

Sad day :(

Yesterday was a sad day. :|  I'm trying to forget but it's hard! Till now I still very mind. Who can teach me what should I do now? When I saw the girl what should I do? When I think back that things what should I do? If the things happen again what should I do? I hope that things Don't happen again. I hope I can forget it. Forever don't happen.
Can you don't talk loudly to me? I'm so scare that you........ You look like scolding me and blaming me. Are you?

230412.

Wow, what a fun day today with Yuki ,Pui Man, JingRou,Yen Mei, Jun Wei, Yi Jian, Lek Ann and my darling. XD  Before assembly got a ceramah. After ceramah, we are keeping to pinch each other excluded him then we got a Vico drinks. It's something like Milo. Nothing special. He said he wan to drink but prefect cant drink. So I took it for him. I'm so good. XD perasan betul. When 6 something, Yuki and I were going to toilet then we met Pui Man, Jun Wei and JingRou. We keep slapping each other. It's PAIN but FUN. XD
When go back class that time, Yuki saw a cat was coming down from the stair. OHMY! Yuki shouted! Yuki, are you so afraid the cat? It just a cat. It won't bite people. XD
OHMY! I heard his name in this song. -.- LMAO. Can't stop laughing. :D

Tomorrow continue to pinch people's face. :DDDDDDDDDDDD

Exam.

Exam is around the corner. This exam make me feel like very difficult. It's give me a lot of stress. After this exam, parents are going to my school and get the report card. I'm afraid the result although I already start doing my revision. If the results are sucks, it will change everything. It's mean I can't go to the second or third class next year. But I will try all my best and won't make any SILLY mistake when I'm sitting for the exam.
My history and geografi are the worst. Hope the history project can help me to pull up the marks.
Thankiu for those who are helping me to finish the project. <3

210112.

Blog, can you don't update untill so......... Make me dunno want how to use. ==

Today is school replacement. Go school do nothing. Teacher are not even teaching and just wasting time.  Today you didn't come I'm so lonely. When school end, nobody company me. I'm so miss you. Pow Yi Jian still keep zat me. Said that " aiyo. XX didn't come o, sad sad o. blahblahblah.".  ==

I listened from someone that you are very famous in Form1 now and like you. OHMY! Feel jealous. >< ARH!!!

14412. ♥

5月又要考试了。现在也开始准备了。爸妈也得去学校领成绩单。紧张。
换班也差不多要1个月了。此终还是有点不习惯。不过在那班也还好。和Yuki他们有说有笑的。常常都讲废话。
我的目标是明年要进B班或C班。希望会成真。

今晚学校有活动。1 Malaysia Concert. 昨天他们彩排时有看了一点点。有点闲。希望待会儿看的侍候不会吧。 ：）


PS: 如果某人有去就好。 :)

080412

Sorry for long time didn't update. XD
Ohmy! 我爱上听韩国歌了。奇迹。 ;3
我喜欢上Big Bang 的 Fantastic Baby. <333333333333333333333333.

超好听的！！！！ 

Top 很帅。 

G-Dragon 的头发很YENG! 

TOP.

G-dragon.

这首歌怎样也听不腻。<3 Boomshakala!